Our 7th month annivarsary, 7th month of love and 7th month of sweetness.

Happy happy happy annivasary to us! Hehe! Time really flies huh. A while ago I was trying my best to woo you (maybe not the best), and in a blink of an eye, it's already 7 months together! Really lucky and fortunate to have you as my girlfriend. Our relationship must be much stronger than anyone else because we knew each other for so long already! (:

Dear bloggy, guess what! She's giving me so much surprises and I didn't give her anything. I'm so guilty. HOW! Haha! She made a envelope which cannot be opened and made 4 cute lil notes and 1 sweet note behind! I'M SO TOUCHED LA! ):


See! How sweet this picture is! And how cute the envelope is. (:



The front of the page! ): Why must she treat me so good. I wanna cry already..

She even bought me a shirt which looks good on me. I think it's around $30+. Really touched. And I didn't even do anything for her. What a boyfriend I am la. Pei! I deserve you or not..
I will try my best not to make her sad again. But my emotions are very very hard to control. I'll try. ):

ANG KENG SIANG! FROM NOW ON! MUST MAKE PEI PEI HAPPY! MUST BE LUO MAN TI KE! (:

CHALET 081009 -091009

Just came back from chalet. Was wonderful in fact beautiful and romantic with just the two of us. Ihope everday will be like yesterday , with you sleeping by my side. Do u know why i keep waking up and ask about the time? I seriously hope time pass super duper slow.
With u , i need nothing else.
I am thankful that i did not lose anything and i know you tried very hard to control your urge. Thank you dear. I love you.
I guess you should be very tired le. When u free, do upload the photos or send to me k? DONt upload to fb ar, i die if u do.
Jia you for ur driving final theory practice later. Muacks. Have some sleep too. u look very tired just now..
Love you.

Let me say all this, i just need to vent out

I hate my mum. She is the one who ask me to go out and enjoy while young and now , she forbids me to go out to a midnight show with you. I cant understand what she is thinking. So fucked up. Sometimes, i really wish i am a guy and can go out to have all night fun. Really!! Seriously, argh!!!! i dont know what to do. I really wish i am still in australia and have a car then i can go anywhere i want. So free and no body to report to. really. dear , i hate this feeeling when i cant go out. She bias jiu say lar. Can what big sis and 2nd sis last time also dont have like that. i already v good liao. Say i too much, ytd go until v late. She thought only 11 plus 12 will reach home. Then she say she cant sleep bcuz we not back yet. BULL SHIT!
Like i at home she can sleep until v good meh.. I already big le leh.. i know what i am doing. She keep saying that if i continue go home late, i will have kids and whatso ever. Like i will lor. Bo doh! I cant help it but scold all this. She fucking pissed me off. I hate all this. I want to do whatever i wantto . i dont want anyone to control me. I am on my own. Going out late wrong meh.? Go and die lar. I already v good liao. Dad also like that. Whats wrong with that? i am his daughter ,y cant i do the same? He can go until 3 4 plus , y cant i ? somemore i only 2 plus come home, also not everyday. U think everyday got ppl jio me out until so late one meh..
So fucked up. i am gonna drink and drink and drink.
I dont care.
Fuck you if u guys stop me.
And stop pissing me off. i hate all of you. Bias parents
Say whatthird sis can bcuz she already25 old liao have a stable job.
I tell u i will also have a job okay, u think i stupid izzit. u think i dont know how to plan my life izzit. i think i manage better than my third sis lor.
y u all dont understand de.
ARGH.

OU XIANG, i love this name.

The time when you are working, i am so lonely. I wish i could be with you every single moment.


I really look forward to Thursday. Imiss you. I really wished to see you smile everyday and we could be loving even though we quarrelso often. i believe that you are the one for me so pls dont say break again. It makes my heart feel so hurt. u know~ I want u to ti -liang me and i would do the sameas well.thatsall i ask for.

Ok Lar,

Let you see some photos of Kaien:)








While he's watching HI 5, idisturb him.






Pacifier:) Shoo cute, right!










His shy face while poo-ing:)

Happy le mar? hee. Cya later at lot 1. Muacks , mydear.

SORRY,MY DEAR

I made this just now. Hope you like it.

It had alot of meaning to it. Explain it to you in spore when i give it to you.

Lastly, i love you, no hesitation at all.

S.M.I.L.E

Ah Yi.

Ang Xiao Di!

Mr Ang Xiao Di! hee.
Just to say i love you.
I suddenly feel very happy leh, i am coming back very soon le! Soo Soo happy!!!!
Very soon u will see me standing in front of you, no more million miles away.
Excited? I AM!
Ok lar, i go do report liao.. trying to rush:(
U dont stress up okay, must learn how to relax hor.
Learn~
:( Din get to eat the dinner that my dad treat last night. Missed 2nd time liao. :(
Cya later ,muacks muacks.

PEANUTS!

Hey darling miss Chong Pei. Hais. I wish you were here. Then I won't miss you so much. Won't feel so guilty that I never say goodbye before I offline. I was rushing down because a lot people are waiting for me. ): And you're doing report so I don't wanna disturb also. Then then.. I was hoping you would leave me a message.. But. ):

Where's my "I'd be good to you this time. ):
Haha, my fault laa. I never treat you good enough too.
Its really painful without you.
Don't ever leave me again after you come back... alright?
No matter how far apart we are, my heart will always be with you. And only you. 1/4 of the heart with me if not I'll die. Hee. Mushy hor. Thanks.. Fang Wen Shan (Jay's lyrics writer) wrote it for me. (: