Our 7th month annivarsary, 7th month of love and 7th month of sweetness.

Happy happy happy annivasary to us! Hehe! Time really flies huh. A while ago I was trying my best to woo you (maybe not the best), and in a blink of an eye, it's already 7 months together! Really lucky and fortunate to have you as my girlfriend. Our relationship must be much stronger than anyone else because we knew each other for so long already! (:

Dear bloggy, guess what! She's giving me so much surprises and I didn't give her anything. I'm so guilty. HOW! Haha! She made a envelope which cannot be opened and made 4 cute lil notes and 1 sweet note behind! I'M SO TOUCHED LA! ):


See! How sweet this picture is! And how cute the envelope is. (:



The front of the page! ): Why must she treat me so good. I wanna cry already..

She even bought me a shirt which looks good on me. I think it's around $30+. Really touched. And I didn't even do anything for her. What a boyfriend I am la. Pei! I deserve you or not..
I will try my best not to make her sad again. But my emotions are very very hard to control. I'll try. ):

ANG KENG SIANG! FROM NOW ON! MUST MAKE PEI PEI HAPPY! MUST BE LUO MAN TI KE! (:

CHALET 081009 -091009

Just came back from chalet. Was wonderful in fact beautiful and romantic with just the two of us. Ihope everday will be like yesterday , with you sleeping by my side. Do u know why i keep waking up and ask about the time? I seriously hope time pass super duper slow.
With u , i need nothing else.
I am thankful that i did not lose anything and i know you tried very hard to control your urge. Thank you dear. I love you.
I guess you should be very tired le. When u free, do upload the photos or send to me k? DONt upload to fb ar, i die if u do.
Jia you for ur driving final theory practice later. Muacks. Have some sleep too. u look very tired just now..
Love you.

Let me say all this, i just need to vent out

I hate my mum. She is the one who ask me to go out and enjoy while young and now , she forbids me to go out to a midnight show with you. I cant understand what she is thinking. So fucked up. Sometimes, i really wish i am a guy and can go out to have all night fun. Really!! Seriously, argh!!!! i dont know what to do. I really wish i am still in australia and have a car then i can go anywhere i want. So free and no body to report to. really. dear , i hate this feeeling when i cant go out. She bias jiu say lar. Can what big sis and 2nd sis last time also dont have like that. i already v good liao. Say i too much, ytd go until v late. She thought only 11 plus 12 will reach home. Then she say she cant sleep bcuz we not back yet. BULL SHIT!
Like i at home she can sleep until v good meh.. I already big le leh.. i know what i am doing. She keep saying that if i continue go home late, i will have kids and whatso ever. Like i will lor. Bo doh! I cant help it but scold all this. She fucking pissed me off. I hate all this. I want to do whatever i wantto . i dont want anyone to control me. I am on my own. Going out late wrong meh.? Go and die lar. I already v good liao. Dad also like that. Whats wrong with that? i am his daughter ,y cant i do the same? He can go until 3 4 plus , y cant i ? somemore i only 2 plus come home, also not everyday. U think everyday got ppl jio me out until so late one meh..
So fucked up. i am gonna drink and drink and drink.
I dont care.
Fuck you if u guys stop me.
And stop pissing me off. i hate all of you. Bias parents
Say whatthird sis can bcuz she already25 old liao have a stable job.
I tell u i will also have a job okay, u think i stupid izzit. u think i dont know how to plan my life izzit. i think i manage better than my third sis lor.
y u all dont understand de.
ARGH.

OU XIANG, i love this name.

The time when you are working, i am so lonely. I wish i could be with you every single moment.


I really look forward to Thursday. Imiss you. I really wished to see you smile everyday and we could be loving even though we quarrelso often. i believe that you are the one for me so pls dont say break again. It makes my heart feel so hurt. u know~ I want u to ti -liang me and i would do the sameas well.thatsall i ask for.

Ok Lar,

Let you see some photos of Kaien:)








While he's watching HI 5, idisturb him.






Pacifier:) Shoo cute, right!










His shy face while poo-ing:)

Happy le mar? hee. Cya later at lot 1. Muacks , mydear.

SORRY,MY DEAR

I made this just now. Hope you like it.

It had alot of meaning to it. Explain it to you in spore when i give it to you.

Lastly, i love you, no hesitation at all.

S.M.I.L.E

Ah Yi.

Ang Xiao Di!

Mr Ang Xiao Di! hee.
Just to say i love you.
I suddenly feel very happy leh, i am coming back very soon le! Soo Soo happy!!!!
Very soon u will see me standing in front of you, no more million miles away.
Excited? I AM!
Ok lar, i go do report liao.. trying to rush:(
U dont stress up okay, must learn how to relax hor.
Learn~
:( Din get to eat the dinner that my dad treat last night. Missed 2nd time liao. :(
Cya later ,muacks muacks.

PEANUTS!

Hey darling miss Chong Pei. Hais. I wish you were here. Then I won't miss you so much. Won't feel so guilty that I never say goodbye before I offline. I was rushing down because a lot people are waiting for me. ): And you're doing report so I don't wanna disturb also. Then then.. I was hoping you would leave me a message.. But. ):

Where's my "I'd be good to you this time. ):
Haha, my fault laa. I never treat you good enough too.
Its really painful without you.
Don't ever leave me again after you come back... alright?
No matter how far apart we are, my heart will always be with you. And only you. 1/4 of the heart with me if not I'll die. Hee. Mushy hor. Thanks.. Fang Wen Shan (Jay's lyrics writer) wrote it for me. (:

IMY

Body ache,cold wind and heavy rain is killing me~
How?
How?
How?
i want you to be by my side.
NOw,

i very hardworking today at work. :)
Coming back soon le. Jia you~

hello _l_

_l_dear,

Updating le, don't have much time to talk to you lately.Is this bcuz of the long distance thingy that makes us not have any more topic to say~ i hope this wun last long cuz and very soon , i will be back and continue our journey together. . Now i know how difficult it is in long dist relationship esp when our time tog wasnt that long. BUT, we won't be defeated right? We can do it de.positive!!:)) We can go out and enjoy the time, just two of us.(Dont count xiao pei pei yet. :D) Today, my colleague that drive us back de ask us how many weeks do we have left? and its like 7 more weeks. He was shocked that time files fast and its gonna be july le. Can open the very last present :D I wonder what it is,hehe. But anyway, i will like it de.it will be very precious to me.
Smile dear, i will update photos of me when my internet comes.very soon.
I love you, rmb hor.
I will cook sushi for you when i go back. Its nice okay, wun have stomachache. Alicia and John likes it so shld be delicious:)
See you online soon. Muacks.

(:

Hey darling, let's wait till you come back then I'll tell you much more about my family okay. Let's interact more when you come back. Then we'll know more about each other. Rather than right now that we keep misunderstanding each other, because we don't know each other's life well enough. (: But still, I love you. Cheers babe. (:

Seeing you having fun so much, I feel happy for you. But somehow sad too. (:

There! Smile big big let you see! Never blackface le hor. (:

Dear diary, guess what! My darling made a black beanie/Basketball net for me! Although I can't tell which one it is yet, but I'm really touched! Love her lots. Too bad, don't think she'll see this post any soon. Hehe. Really really touched because someone did something for me! First time! Oh mi god oh mi god! (: Whether it turned out to be a beanie/tablecloth/net, I'll still keep it with me! Its full of love (I hope), from my darling Pei ah Pei. 

And yay! Holidays is here! I wanna go out and play lotsa sports, basketball or gym or whatever, but my back is restricting me. I hate it. Is there no doctor who can heal me?! ): I hope that darling of mine won't mind if my back got problem. She's a bit mean you know. She once said, "Let's not videocall anymore." I know its my fault but... So heartbreaking! But yea yea, everything is alright now. Hope nothing will go wrong again. 

Less than 3 months till her arrival to Singapore. So sad and yet so happy. Its almost half of the 5 months already. Hope she comes back safe and sound. (Hope she comes back remembering she have a boyfriend.) (: 

Someone's already sleeping. She has work tomorrow! That's so hard on her. When she comes back I'm going to love her so much till she forgets her pain in Australia. Heh.

 

Sleeping like a pig. Adorable right! (: Heh. Darling... I love you. 

You having Holidays le! argh..

Yup.

Came up to update if not later u say i neglect you again :P

Wa lau, holidays liao.. can go out and play le hor. Without me,happy right?

I have been missing you, how..

really..

How i wish i could go out with you.

Have fun together with you.still left 2 more mths..

Wait for me, Dear.
Don’t anyhow spend okay, must save up.

Deary dear:)

Mr ang,
i know i seldom update.
i know i neglected u.
i know u re feeling upset abt it.
pls dun feel like that. pls.pls.
i also dun feel good here.
although theres friends and activities, but still the feeling is not the same as back home.
i m actually struggling thru this.
i m now updating photos in fb alr..
so u can see me:)
okay, dun moody alr laa...i also sad when u moody...
okay? i love you, always. Muacks.

Get really really really well soon! (:

Hey you da xiang da da darling! How can you be so careless huh. Huh. Huh! Make me worry. ): I worry you happy hor. Haiyo. Please don't anyhow jump into water again can. Its cold there and you wanna do stunt let me see. I know I'm naggy but I love you that's why I wanna nag so much. Haiyo... Heart pain laa.

Oh yea, just to tell you first ah. My facebook de friends getting more and more, and most of them are girls. I can assure you that I don't know most of them. (: Because not I add de and I'm not interested in knowing them also. Just to tell you in case you jealous! Hehehe.

I think I'm really going to dye back my hair soon. Maybe back to black or maybe brown. This colour is really really too striking and I don't like it already. =X And... I'm going to see another doctor because of my back already. Like, can't be cured?! ): Feel like breaking it.

I quarreled with my sister yesterday. Because of a very small matter. Before I go and jog, i go change clothes in my room. Then I went to kitchen, then got clothes drop from the bamboo stick above ma. Then she say, "eh, you take clothes drop liao don't know how to put back is it." Then I was like wth la. I didn't even touch those clothes for the whole day. Then I told her I never, I didn't take the clothes. Then she say, "then the clothes you wearing take from where one?" I told her I took from my room then she say, "take liao clothes drop put back ma." Like I do one I will say lor. Not I do one she keep assuming is me I will kill her one. Then I fed up. I shouted at her 2 times "NOT I TAKE ONE! NOT I TAKE ONE!" Then my father quickly come out from the toilet. He scared I lost control and hit her again. My whole family diam diam. Then bang house door go out to jog. I know my temper very bad and I very xiao qi... But the thing I hate most is being accused when I never do anything. I hate this more than anything. You should know ma.. Told you about how i hate being accused when I'm in vietnam already. ):

Hmmm, okay luh. See I update so much already. Must be happy hor. And I can't stop worrying about the present. I really really don't know how to face you if it never reach... I'll probably feel guilty for the rest of my life. ): My girlfriend's birthday and I made such a stupid mistake. I'm really sorry darling... I promise I promise I promise I will make up for it when you come back if the present is not reached. ):

You must rest well hor... I'm not sure whether I have been a good boyfriend so far, but I wanna be your everything. Now what I'm afraid most is losing you. I know I can't do much for you now, but I will do everything I can to make you smile and smile and smile till you bang wall when you come back. Really... I've never loved a girl so much okay. You are the first one. (: I love you... Get well soon. If can, NOW! (:

Love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you!

23 "love you" for my only love! (:

Secrets that aren't secret anymore

Dear, updates!!!
Today was work as usual, We work in orchid house. I think we had already been there for like 3 weeks and john is like 2 weeks. But ,john alr buay tahan. HAha. Imagine our supervisor(Rodney) worked there like 20 years.(Peifu):)
Then, tmr is John birthday! As i told you we wanted to prepare cake for john. Then after dinner ,we quickly ask john to cook pasta and chicken for tmr's lunch. So that we can secretly do the cake after he finishes.. But , i think that he almost guessed it alr,and even ask us" Are you all baking a cake for me?' We stunned and ignored his question.hehe. Inthe end , make the cake in front of him.:) But ,in order for him not to know the flavour of the cake, i use stickers to paste on the wordings on the mix packet.
Ohya, say so much alr never say what cake we doing for him. Its Raspberry Chill Cake. Now, i sitting in the living room for it to be chilled while alicia bathing ,just in case john come out and peep.:) (he really acted v blur and innocent so that he dun break the secret we wanted to give him...hais..)
Tmr will celebrate for him and mayb post some photos for you to see , okay?
Now, i am waiting for you to online.....cuz i miss you terribly.

I love you:)

Today went over to help colleague( robert and Louise) moved house.
Was fun, their house is huge and they bought for 219,000.
After the moving , we went back to clean up and bla.. that's about all.:)

Dear, I have been thinking lately that when the new sem starts , we would both be busy doing our work. I will be doing my FYP when i go back and i heard from my friends that there would be quite alot of things to do and stress on. So, just say out if you are not free or busy, i really will understand de.
I don't want you to get distracted from school work because of me.
I will also be doing my own school stuffs too.
IF i don;t have time to meet up with you after sch when i am back, pls don't get sad and be understanding. ,Okay or not..
We are still young and can have many more time for only the two of us.
I want you to concentrate on your studies. Okay.

Love you.

Hey darling, sorry didn't post these few days. Was busy with projects. You know. I'm now still in school having lesson. But the teacher didn't really teach. Something really fucked up happen just now. I've just seen the true colour of the classmates. I was fixing the computer and then the stand supporting the monitor just drop on the floor. Then I was trying to fix la. Ask Wen Jie for help he was like, "who ask you so dumb go fix the wire." What the hell. Freaking pissed off. Never help nevermind still at there add fuel. Damn disappointed.

Oh ya! Guess what! I found a long lost childhood friend! We 3 same class in kindergarden! And she's in my class now! So qiao. That person is Li Wei. Like, damn qiao lor. I was looking through the class photos in kindergarden then I saw a familiar face. Then I called and ask whether she got study there in her kindergarden days or not. She cannot remember. Today I brought the photo to school then she "OMG! WHY AM I INSIDE!" Hahaha. Then she ask so whether she is suppose to know you or not. Hahaha. Damn funny. She keeps calling my "childhood friend now". =/

Someone never managed to webcam me today. ): And I am so damn disappointed. No chance to talk to you. Maybe that person no time for me... ): Now never talk to that person I will feel very uncomfortable already. ): And yet I can't talk to that person. ): So CRUEL. Now's 5.17am already. I go prepare my things already... ): ): ); Take care you pig... ):

Update~

OKay, its me to come and update again.
Someone too busy to come and update.
Today didnt do much. Still the same thing ,potting orchids.
John , ALi and me all do the same thing for the whole day. It gets boring when its around afternoon time, so we played word games like
Apple, ends with an 'e' , then the next person must think of another food name that starts with letter'e'. So, this lame game did drag some time:)
I just ate my dinner,its mexico wrap with beef. Today john cooked:)
Tml is work again~
Love you.

Fishing!

Yea, its weekend le. So happy leh. Finally relaxed for the week. Today , we went fishing with our supervisor(Andrew). He brought his son along and his son went for a like children's training class to learn on the fishing techniques.
Then, we three and andrew went around the place called Evan HEads. Quite windy and cold but gets sunny in the afternoon. The scenery quite beautiful.Really.:)
Then we FISHED! I seriously have no idea how to fish and start to like it after today. I Caught a FISH! So happy leh, first time jiu caught dao le.. We fished quite long till afternoon.
When we are coming back, his son gt a headache. Ur girlfriend is good okay. I boil hot water and give him panadol to eat while he rest in our hse:) I caring okay.:) hahaha.
The boss came to our hse to set up the internet cuz need his wife(Sandy) to activate smth. So after activate le, need to wait like 20mins. So they go home. Then after like an hour , there is still no internet. Then john buay tahan. Go call the internet service again. Then ,wth, the person need Sandy to come to the phone to verify. But they go home liao. So john ask me to the phone-_- Say i am sandy.and i need to say i am born on the 30th of MArch 1973 -_- So -_- but was funny.
So now i am back home:) updating. Okay ba, i need go bathe le. Later mayb u will online??will see:) Take care, Love you.

30th April

I think xiao di is taking train back home and i am here at home updating my work today.
Today ,as usual , work in the orchid house. See all those orchids makes me goes crazy.:) Get to know one of my colleagues more. She's elizabeth. At first, we didnt talk much and she doesnt look like she want to talk but suddenly ,we started chatting about a festival that is happening this weekend where everyone in a nearby town will gather and smoke drug:) hahah.She's 32 years old and we chatted some topis while doing work.
Today was a self-proclaimed slack day. As elizabeth only works from 8 to 2 pm. So, after she goes, Ali and me started doing the re-potting..( Which is put small plantlets from small plastic pots into big plastic pots.) I can say this is the slowest speed we ever go. Bcuz our in charge ( Rodney) goes off to another house to spray fungicides so the orchid house is OURS! heehee.. I build sandcastles using the soil medium, how slack can we be:) Then we go and change the radio to classical fm. hahaha..
Then gt a dog called scrap which is the dog u saw in fb, she dirtied my shirt cuz she jumped up on me.-_- luckily can easily wash off..
Today is kaiqi's birthday leh.. is your favourite kai en sister birthday.. so happy. later gg to call back. :)
Love you.
PLease, i dun like yr highlighted hair.:(

To my lovely ah yee (:

Hey darling... Really really touched you did this up even though you had the time to rest or do other stuffs. Guess you did this to cheer me up.. I really appreciate it. Thanks darling! (:

And... Is it so obvious that I'm having a rough time here? Haha, maybe I'm not that good in hiding my feelings. But really, don't worry... I settle those stuffs soon. Quite some stuffs that caused the current downfall of your xiao di. Guess I'll have to name it one by one if not someone won't let me go so easily huh. Haha. (:

I'm probably not used to work under stress yet, new sem, new modules, new stress by lecturers. Lecturers keep coming to me, saying what, "You sure can one la Keng Siang. You top in the second year, sure easy for you." Like, they expect too much from me. I don't like this kind of feeling. Makes me don't feel like studying so hard anymore. But can't help it. Don't wanna study also must. I'll be out of goals if I can't even get to university. Then still got FYP. Its out already, and I'm grouping with the John and another classmate from China who I really don't like, and can't get along with. Its FYP, not any group assignment. 6 credits project, and the in charge said you must group with someone you can work with. But there don't allow mix of people from other classes, and there's two type of FYP, phrase 1 and phrase 2. Then FYP must in groups of 3. 9 people in phrase 1. The others have groups already, and I have no choice but to take him. The reason no one in the class can work with him is because he always do things his way. The last group assignment he did with his group, or should I say he did himself caused his group to fail the project. He don't listen to anyone in his group and even if its a group assignment, he did it himself. In the end, everything went wrong. I don't wanna such thing to happen in my FYP. One thing he said to the whole class which really pissed me off. He said,"I never study already get such results, if I studied I think I can easily get top few." Like hell. Can't believe this kind of person really exist. And he's in my damn group. Great. Requested to do the FYP with John only but can't seems to happen. He's in a hospital in China right now, because of Insomnia. He'll come back on Thursday. FYP's already out and he's still can take his time there. Somehow I wished that he doesn't come back, so that he'll be taken out of my group. Then how they choose which FYP we'll be doing is based on the group's average gpa. Me and John both got 4 for year 2. But that guy's gpa is like 3.2 or something. If my group can't get the project we want, it's all thanks to him. And I'll make sure that he shut his mouth up for the rest of his life in SP.
Alright end of problems in school.

Really, how can I be not worried when my girlfriend's out in a remote place like that for 5 months. I mean, if I don't worry I think something's wrong. Very wrong. But I guess I'm overdoing it. Maybe I worried too much. I never felt like this before. Not ever in my life. Having someone I really loved out for so long. Can't even see her smile for so long. About that day... I know its not your fault for not picking up the calls. Don't worry, I never even thought of blaming you before. (: Maybe I'm just too worried. Sorry for scaring you that day... I know its not going to help by saying I don't mean it... I'm just not myself lately. And actually... I'm still thinking about what Alicia said. I'm acting like I don't trust you at all. But I really really do trust you. Give me sometime to cool down, settle everything and I'll be alright. I promise such things won't happen again. So worry not. (:

Remembered how we met after O levels? If you hadn't took MRT to school, if I never tapped you and said"Pei Pei?", if you never stared with me with the "who the hell are you?" face, all these wouldn't had happened. (: Its a small incident, but definitely something unforgettable and special. Hehe. Even though we had only been together so such a short time, somehow, seeing you, makes me remember how much fun we had when we were young. You tearing my shirt and stamping my shirt with ink. Hahaha! And now.. the violent little girl who grown up to be the Sexy Chong is with me. (: I'm really glad all these events happened. Making you more precious than anyone. Making me wanna squeeze your face even more. ):

Actually, there's no need to rush to inform your parents about us if you are not prepared yet. I'm really fine as long as I get to be with you. We live in our own world right. Hahaha. Hey hey~!Don't worry anymore. I'm alright already. I've vent everything here already, so I'm feeling a hell lot better. (: Hope you don't mind me critisizing people so much.

I love you darling. Even though we are apart, my love you will never part. (:

TO XIAO DI

This is a blog created just for the two of us as our alternate communication tool.
I know that you worry about me coming to australia with no family around and i am sorry for letting you worried when i never answer your phonecalls. i didn't mean it. I know you really love me and i love you too. Let me slowly earn each other's trust and make this relationship works.
Throughout my life, i have never thought that long distance relationship could ever happen to me. But here you are, appear in front of me and make all this happen. I never wished or hoped for something like this to happen to me and i thank you for all you have done, to give light to my life.

You are someone whom i can trust on,
You are someone whom i can talk to,
You are someone whom i can lean on,
You are someone whom i can love,
You are someone whom i can share my feelings with.

I feel terrible even though i say that it will be over very soon and i know you feel terrible as well. THe time we had was very short . Its just like having your favourite food been sent away and cannot eat it for a long time. Its just an analogy okay, i am not your food:P Although it just a short time , i know we had spent it well and made ur promise to each other.I have never believe that you will appear in my life and it makes me believe that love comes so sudden, very sudden. Before knowing you, i told myself that i could never ever find anyone to be with and nobody would choose me, really. Until that day when we saw each other, until the second time we saw each otheragain, i realised this is abnormal and something magical is happening. You made my life turn around ,just like going on the roller coaster.
You put life into my life, making me feel that there is love just right here. I know you put thoughts about our future and i am very glad to hear u saying, This makes me happy and contented on all that you did.
I will try my best to do whatever it takes to do up a good future for us.
I really plan to tell my family about this ,when i go back ,really..
I know we will go through this and be together ,back in singapore.
Its just 4mths left , lets hope time flies faster .
I know you are still abit (dunno is disappointed/sad/moody). I just think so bcuz u dun joke ard with me and i find it weird.
ANyway, this blog is just for the two of us, no one else.
Just let this be our secret hiding place, I love you.