Let me say all this, i just need to vent out

I hate my mum. She is the one who ask me to go out and enjoy while young and now , she forbids me to go out to a midnight show with you. I cant understand what she is thinking. So fucked up. Sometimes, i really wish i am a guy and can go out to have all night fun. Really!! Seriously, argh!!!! i dont know what to do. I really wish i am still in australia and have a car then i can go anywhere i want. So free and no body to report to. really. dear , i hate this feeeling when i cant go out. She bias jiu say lar. Can what big sis and 2nd sis last time also dont have like that. i already v good liao. Say i too much, ytd go until v late. She thought only 11 plus 12 will reach home. Then she say she cant sleep bcuz we not back yet. BULL SHIT!
Like i at home she can sleep until v good meh.. I already big le leh.. i know what i am doing. She keep saying that if i continue go home late, i will have kids and whatso ever. Like i will lor. Bo doh! I cant help it but scold all this. She fucking pissed me off. I hate all this. I want to do whatever i wantto . i dont want anyone to control me. I am on my own. Going out late wrong meh.? Go and die lar. I already v good liao. Dad also like that. Whats wrong with that? i am his daughter ,y cant i do the same? He can go until 3 4 plus , y cant i ? somemore i only 2 plus come home, also not everyday. U think everyday got ppl jio me out until so late one meh..
So fucked up. i am gonna drink and drink and drink.
I dont care.
Fuck you if u guys stop me.
And stop pissing me off. i hate all of you. Bias parents
Say whatthird sis can bcuz she already25 old liao have a stable job.
I tell u i will also have a job okay, u think i stupid izzit. u think i dont know how to plan my life izzit. i think i manage better than my third sis lor.
y u all dont understand de.
ARGH.