Our 7th month annivarsary, 7th month of love and 7th month of sweetness.

Happy happy happy annivasary to us! Hehe! Time really flies huh. A while ago I was trying my best to woo you (maybe not the best), and in a blink of an eye, it's already 7 months together! Really lucky and fortunate to have you as my girlfriend. Our relationship must be much stronger than anyone else because we knew each other for so long already! (:

Dear bloggy, guess what! She's giving me so much surprises and I didn't give her anything. I'm so guilty. HOW! Haha! She made a envelope which cannot be opened and made 4 cute lil notes and 1 sweet note behind! I'M SO TOUCHED LA! ):


See! How sweet this picture is! And how cute the envelope is. (:



The front of the page! ): Why must she treat me so good. I wanna cry already..

She even bought me a shirt which looks good on me. I think it's around $30+. Really touched. And I didn't even do anything for her. What a boyfriend I am la. Pei! I deserve you or not..
I will try my best not to make her sad again. But my emotions are very very hard to control. I'll try. ):

ANG KENG SIANG! FROM NOW ON! MUST MAKE PEI PEI HAPPY! MUST BE LUO MAN TI KE! (:

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Just came back from chalet. Was wonderful in fact beautiful and romantic with just the two of us. Ihope everday will be like yesterday , with you sleeping by my side. Do u know why i keep waking up and ask about the time? I seriously hope time pass super duper slow.
With u , i need nothing else.
I am thankful that i did not lose anything and i know you tried very hard to control your urge. Thank you dear. I love you.
I guess you should be very tired le. When u free, do upload the photos or send to me k? DONt upload to fb ar, i die if u do.
Jia you for ur driving final theory practice later. Muacks. Have some sleep too. u look very tired just now..
Love you.

Let me say all this, i just need to vent out

I hate my mum. She is the one who ask me to go out and enjoy while young and now , she forbids me to go out to a midnight show with you. I cant understand what she is thinking. So fucked up. Sometimes, i really wish i am a guy and can go out to have all night fun. Really!! Seriously, argh!!!! i dont know what to do. I really wish i am still in australia and have a car then i can go anywhere i want. So free and no body to report to. really. dear , i hate this feeeling when i cant go out. She bias jiu say lar. Can what big sis and 2nd sis last time also dont have like that. i already v good liao. Say i too much, ytd go until v late. She thought only 11 plus 12 will reach home. Then she say she cant sleep bcuz we not back yet. BULL SHIT!
Like i at home she can sleep until v good meh.. I already big le leh.. i know what i am doing. She keep saying that if i continue go home late, i will have kids and whatso ever. Like i will lor. Bo doh! I cant help it but scold all this. She fucking pissed me off. I hate all this. I want to do whatever i wantto . i dont want anyone to control me. I am on my own. Going out late wrong meh.? Go and die lar. I already v good liao. Dad also like that. Whats wrong with that? i am his daughter ,y cant i do the same? He can go until 3 4 plus , y cant i ? somemore i only 2 plus come home, also not everyday. U think everyday got ppl jio me out until so late one meh..
So fucked up. i am gonna drink and drink and drink.
I dont care.
Fuck you if u guys stop me.
And stop pissing me off. i hate all of you. Bias parents
Say whatthird sis can bcuz she already25 old liao have a stable job.
I tell u i will also have a job okay, u think i stupid izzit. u think i dont know how to plan my life izzit. i think i manage better than my third sis lor.
y u all dont understand de.
ARGH.

OU XIANG, i love this name.

The time when you are working, i am so lonely. I wish i could be with you every single moment.


I really look forward to Thursday. Imiss you. I really wished to see you smile everyday and we could be loving even though we quarrelso often. i believe that you are the one for me so pls dont say break again. It makes my heart feel so hurt. u know~ I want u to ti -liang me and i would do the sameas well.thatsall i ask for.

Ok Lar,

Let you see some photos of Kaien:)








While he's watching HI 5, idisturb him.






Pacifier:) Shoo cute, right!










His shy face while poo-ing:)

Happy le mar? hee. Cya later at lot 1. Muacks , mydear.