To my lovely ah yee (:

Hey darling... Really really touched you did this up even though you had the time to rest or do other stuffs. Guess you did this to cheer me up.. I really appreciate it. Thanks darling! (:

And... Is it so obvious that I'm having a rough time here? Haha, maybe I'm not that good in hiding my feelings. But really, don't worry... I settle those stuffs soon. Quite some stuffs that caused the current downfall of your xiao di. Guess I'll have to name it one by one if not someone won't let me go so easily huh. Haha. (:

I'm probably not used to work under stress yet, new sem, new modules, new stress by lecturers. Lecturers keep coming to me, saying what, "You sure can one la Keng Siang. You top in the second year, sure easy for you." Like, they expect too much from me. I don't like this kind of feeling. Makes me don't feel like studying so hard anymore. But can't help it. Don't wanna study also must. I'll be out of goals if I can't even get to university. Then still got FYP. Its out already, and I'm grouping with the John and another classmate from China who I really don't like, and can't get along with. Its FYP, not any group assignment. 6 credits project, and the in charge said you must group with someone you can work with. But there don't allow mix of people from other classes, and there's two type of FYP, phrase 1 and phrase 2. Then FYP must in groups of 3. 9 people in phrase 1. The others have groups already, and I have no choice but to take him. The reason no one in the class can work with him is because he always do things his way. The last group assignment he did with his group, or should I say he did himself caused his group to fail the project. He don't listen to anyone in his group and even if its a group assignment, he did it himself. In the end, everything went wrong. I don't wanna such thing to happen in my FYP. One thing he said to the whole class which really pissed me off. He said,"I never study already get such results, if I studied I think I can easily get top few." Like hell. Can't believe this kind of person really exist. And he's in my damn group. Great. Requested to do the FYP with John only but can't seems to happen. He's in a hospital in China right now, because of Insomnia. He'll come back on Thursday. FYP's already out and he's still can take his time there. Somehow I wished that he doesn't come back, so that he'll be taken out of my group. Then how they choose which FYP we'll be doing is based on the group's average gpa. Me and John both got 4 for year 2. But that guy's gpa is like 3.2 or something. If my group can't get the project we want, it's all thanks to him. And I'll make sure that he shut his mouth up for the rest of his life in SP.
Alright end of problems in school.

Really, how can I be not worried when my girlfriend's out in a remote place like that for 5 months. I mean, if I don't worry I think something's wrong. Very wrong. But I guess I'm overdoing it. Maybe I worried too much. I never felt like this before. Not ever in my life. Having someone I really loved out for so long. Can't even see her smile for so long. About that day... I know its not your fault for not picking up the calls. Don't worry, I never even thought of blaming you before. (: Maybe I'm just too worried. Sorry for scaring you that day... I know its not going to help by saying I don't mean it... I'm just not myself lately. And actually... I'm still thinking about what Alicia said. I'm acting like I don't trust you at all. But I really really do trust you. Give me sometime to cool down, settle everything and I'll be alright. I promise such things won't happen again. So worry not. (:

Remembered how we met after O levels? If you hadn't took MRT to school, if I never tapped you and said"Pei Pei?", if you never stared with me with the "who the hell are you?" face, all these wouldn't had happened. (: Its a small incident, but definitely something unforgettable and special. Hehe. Even though we had only been together so such a short time, somehow, seeing you, makes me remember how much fun we had when we were young. You tearing my shirt and stamping my shirt with ink. Hahaha! And now.. the violent little girl who grown up to be the Sexy Chong is with me. (: I'm really glad all these events happened. Making you more precious than anyone. Making me wanna squeeze your face even more. ):

Actually, there's no need to rush to inform your parents about us if you are not prepared yet. I'm really fine as long as I get to be with you. We live in our own world right. Hahaha. Hey hey~!Don't worry anymore. I'm alright already. I've vent everything here already, so I'm feeling a hell lot better. (: Hope you don't mind me critisizing people so much.

I love you darling. Even though we are apart, my love you will never part. (: