TO XIAO DI

This is a blog created just for the two of us as our alternate communication tool.
I know that you worry about me coming to australia with no family around and i am sorry for letting you worried when i never answer your phonecalls. i didn't mean it. I know you really love me and i love you too. Let me slowly earn each other's trust and make this relationship works.
Throughout my life, i have never thought that long distance relationship could ever happen to me. But here you are, appear in front of me and make all this happen. I never wished or hoped for something like this to happen to me and i thank you for all you have done, to give light to my life.

You are someone whom i can trust on,
You are someone whom i can talk to,
You are someone whom i can lean on,
You are someone whom i can love,
You are someone whom i can share my feelings with.

I feel terrible even though i say that it will be over very soon and i know you feel terrible as well. THe time we had was very short . Its just like having your favourite food been sent away and cannot eat it for a long time. Its just an analogy okay, i am not your food:P Although it just a short time , i know we had spent it well and made ur promise to each other.I have never believe that you will appear in my life and it makes me believe that love comes so sudden, very sudden. Before knowing you, i told myself that i could never ever find anyone to be with and nobody would choose me, really. Until that day when we saw each other, until the second time we saw each otheragain, i realised this is abnormal and something magical is happening. You made my life turn around ,just like going on the roller coaster.
You put life into my life, making me feel that there is love just right here. I know you put thoughts about our future and i am very glad to hear u saying, This makes me happy and contented on all that you did.
I will try my best to do whatever it takes to do up a good future for us.
I really plan to tell my family about this ,when i go back ,really..
I know we will go through this and be together ,back in singapore.
Its just 4mths left , lets hope time flies faster .
I know you are still abit (dunno is disappointed/sad/moody). I just think so bcuz u dun joke ard with me and i find it weird.
ANyway, this blog is just for the two of us, no one else.
Just let this be our secret hiding place, I love you.